...He was talking about us being in love
and being a couple."Nikki,
I know that you know what I am talking about. Us..." Jonesy
smiled. "Being in love with each other. Why can't we go out?"
told you before Jonesy, I don't want to break the friendship apart,"
I said Then I started to walk away but Jonesy stopped me."And
how exactly with us going out ruin what friendship we have, Nik?"
Jonesy asked me."
Jonesy, you are not that dumb now are you? I've told you
before... and you know why too. We cannot share a romantic
relationship because, it would ruin the friendship by, if we went out
and broke up, it would split the group in two. Besides, we could
drift away from the group while we draw closer to each other and then
if we broke up, it would be a complete mess," I told Jonesy."But
who says we are going to break up?" Jonesy looked at me and he
put his hands on my shoulders.I
looked at Jonesy deeply in the eyes. "I don't know, but what I
do know is this. If we did break-up, it would kill me. I love you
completely, I'll let you know that much but for us to have a
relationship now, it would probably be a mistake and if we broke up I
wouldn't bare it. I just don't think I am ready for a relationship
but when I am, I'll let you know. And I promise you this much, you
are the keeper of my hear...